Seasons of the soul...

Seasons of the soul -i was living in my season of sadness and gloom i have stepped out of the winter of my discontent to find the warm sun shining upon my face ready to enter into my season of joy and peace i move closer to the light feeling its warmth pulling me home away from the coldness of my past i walk in the rays of your sunshine leading me closer to you...QueenyJMG

Take me away...

So want to be out of here so want to be in your arms away from this place i want to be taken by you to a place of love.Sometimes i feel my words fall on deaf ears like the person to whom i am speaking to doesn't hear me please hear my words please know my heart...QueenyJMG

All for you...

My love is all for YOU take it ,keep it, cherish it ,own it know i LOVE you -NEED you -i WANT you please don't ever feel anything to the contrary .Never doubt my intentions if you need me to proclaim it then i shall i never want to lose you i would be devastated if you walked away ... QueenyJMG

Sorry...Uggh

Wow i am sorry ---i guess i didn't realize i had been on this self indulged pity party i was gluttonously feeding on my sorrows ugh i guess sometimes i don't even look at myself or read my own words ,The only way to see the future is by looking forward not by looking back at things past i was feeling sad last night and realized blah... snap yourself out of it woman...what is this nonsense there are many blessings abundantly yours for the taking you must allow yourself to partake in the goodness of them all ...there most assuredly is more good in the world then bad ...it's all how you choose to look at it.I see the good in US...QueenyJMG

Mad about You...

Not sure if its healthy or right to be so crazy mad head over heels in love with someone without being close { in terms of miles } to them.I want so badly to hold you to feel your lips to feel your body pressed against mine your arms holding me your being encompassing me and the less we talk the more empty i feel i need you to know how much i care about time spent with you i miss you and love you madly...QueenyJMG

Too long...

Been too long since i laughed the way i just did talking to an old friend i must admit I'm never left feeling down after talking to him if you happen to read this you know who i mean thanks for that you crack me up been too long since we chatted but man was today ever the right day for us to talk ....thanks for the laughs...QueenyJMG

He could never...

He could never need me the way you need me -he could never look at me the way you look at me -he could never want me they way you want me- he could never love me they way you love me -he could never have my heart the way You HOLD MY HEART all of me belongs to all of you...I AM YOURS...QueenyJMG

Not what I asked for...

I asked for protection you gave me abuse- i asked for compassion you gave ridicule-i asked for strength you made me weak-i asked for joy you gave me sadness- i asked reassurance you gave me insecurity- i asked for laughter you made me cry I asked for love you gave me hate-...Goodbye to you..Sad Soul..I needed you to be a man and all you gave me was a boy
QueenyJMG