Million miles a minute...

Right now my heart is racing a million miles a minute not sure why just trying to wrap my mind around things that have come to light.Some things are grand,glorious and exciting -Others are realistic,sad and inevitable.Yet regardless of either; a conclusion and decision will have to be made.I am ready for what lay ahead Good -Bad ,We can't have with sun without experiencing a little rain.However i know the sun will always shine and allow me to feel it's glory QueenyJMG

Inner Peace...

An inner peace is what i have being in your proximity i know we cant be physically close yet i feel this physical connection and know when we come together it will be grand & magnificent all fears,doubts,reservations will be put to rest the only issue that may occur will be in the leaving and the time spent being away from one another.Time & distance do not detour love ,it will only seal the bond held.I hold you,I keep you,I love you...
QueenyJMG

Missing You...

Missing time spent with you one day feels like years i look forward to the day of no more miles between .If we are meant to be together then a paradise is what we shall have ,all of our days.Time bring me near ,Distance dissolve,Days be kind in your absence,Let everyday move me just a little closer to you...QueenyJMG

Stay On the up side of things...

Been trying to stay on the up side of things even when it feels as if my world around me is crashing down ,- so ready to leave this mess.I'm sorry that life has brought me to this point yet i know from pain comes beauty out the ashes rises the refined beauty of gold & silver that is what i look to...the final product of all the pain & suffering and this too shall pass Smile with me, Dance with me, Sing with me for our days of glory shall be many and days happiness never ending,oh sweet future take me away past be gone - no more ...i long to bask in the joy of your presence...QueenyJMG

Thinkin...

My daughter called me asking for advice i am still honored & humbled to be the Mother of such a grounded child perfect no ...grounded ...yes.i speak for all of my Girls yet my eldest has had to bare the the burden sometimes of her birth order Christen i just want you to know that i am proud of you,i love infinitely i love being your friend ,your confidant, but most of all your Mother I LOVE YOU MY BELOVED CHILD... QueenyJMG

Waiting to Fly Free.....

I have been waiting too long to fly free my wings which had been clipped are now healed ,they have regrown into a more splendorous wing -my cage is still here yet i know where the secret key is hidden its just a matter of time for my flight to take place .I shall fly high and far with my flock.We shall be happy beyond all our dreams ,We shall soar as if on angels wings away from things that once held us here -Oh blue skies carry us away to days happiness may they be countless under your Vail of blue... QueenyJMG

Defeated ...ugh

Friday i have to admit i was feeling a lil defeated i hate that but i have to write about it just to "get it out" its amazing that some people can be cruel,heartless,and soul slaying in their words and actions i have learned to build this wall of armour around my heart to protect from thus said person.The only problem with that is ,we cant pick and choose who gets kept out at times. I do realize there are many more good people in my life then there are bad, So i reflect on that knowing i am more then what one sad individual says and know that what others say is much more worthy to resonate in my head & heart...QueenyJMG

Choice...

The only people who refuse to feel my love are those who choose not to accept i offer my love to everyone ,some is friendship love, other is compassionate love ,and another is romantic love i learned at a young age we are not invincible if we feel something for someone we need to let them know for fear that tomorrow may be too late. Live your days as if you were fulfilling a dying wish. When driving by the mountains look up at then when driving by the ocean look at its beauty when walking down main street look at the glorious blue skies above you there is beauty in everything we just need to take time to recognize it -Free choice -Free will, what a gift...QueenyJMG