A Dream...

I just woke from a Dream which was so real i woke choked up ,as i was as my the Dream My Dad and I were visiting sitting on the Santa Monica Pier , talking ,laughing ,holding hands i told him how much i miss him since his passing and we talked of other things good things He said he came back for a reason- to give me something. As it all unfolded he was describing the Dream i was having He looked so good so healthy and so happy as he did before he was ill as my Dream ended the last words he said was "What i came to give you is ,A DREAM"...and he cried as i cried tears of joy for reconciliation and tears of sadness for the departure...QueenyJMG

Invisible...

Have you ever felt invisible ? As if maybe you had faded into nothingness? opaque -transparent ignored. It drives me mad not knowing what someone is thinking as they play their games i know i shouldn't let it bother me if you wish to be indifferent about how you feel for me so be it i will let it be, for me out sight ,out of touch is ,out of mind i only hold on for so long then i let go and know that gave it my all... QueenyJMG

Gods screening process...

I guess God has a way of screening out people in our lives who are not suppose to be there and keep us in contact with those who are good for us and help us grow i believe all that come into our lives have purpose but not all are meant to stay.I have met many people some i want in my life indefinitely others are just meant to be temporary.Rain has purpose and Sun has purpose...we need both in order to grow... QueenyJMG

Gonna be Alright...

I'm hopeful of things to come i have allowed myself to give up on some of the bigger plans i had for myself, i sold them for a tiny band of gold that ended up being nothing more then a decorative bobble on my finger, well i thought about it and said my plans aren't Gods plans for me so hmmm ...take that perspective on things I was very much afraid to leave what has been familiar to me for fear of having to start a new life on my own most of all its the financial aspect of things that has me concerned i am past that fear ready to jump in lock stock and barrel into whatever awaits me A love of my love maybe there waiting or he may tire of the wait all i know is I'm ready to breathe again i have been stifled, suffocated, and held under too long ...QueenyJMG

I walk with a Smile...

I walk with a Smile its amazing how many people will give a double take as if i had called them by name. Joy can only be truly experienced when shared with others and when i see others smiling i always comment on their beautiful smile incentive of sorts for them to always remain smiling I always say if you have a compliment to give ,give it !!! Its worth isn't shown until you give it away...QueenyJMG

Our Deepest Fear..Marianne Williamson

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure
It is our light not our darkness
That frightens us
We ask ourselves
Who am i to be brilliant,gorgeous,talented fabulous?
Actually who are you NOT to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small
Does not serve the world
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking
So that other people wont feel insecure around you
We are all meant TO SHINE
As children do
We were born to make manifest the
The glory of God that is within us
Its not just in some of us
Its in everyone
And as we let our own light SHINE
We unconsciously give other people permission to do the same
As we're are liberated from our own fear
Our presence automatically liberates others...

QueenyJMG

Trials...

Trials we go through may seem endless and almost without purpose as you struggle through them i feel we go through them sometimes so that we may be able to offer a sympathetic hand out to those who are going through a similar situation i know God will never test us to the breaking point but we will sure get bent,burned and hopefully sculpted into something more beautiful for from the fire we are being transformed ,conformed and refined as silver and gold to SHINE....QueenyJMG

Live for today ...

I will live for today with my eye on tomorrow i will not be embittered i will not hold a grudge i will not be sorrowful for today is a blessing i will forgive those who wronged me i extend my hand to those who hate me i will smile for today is a gift...tomorrow is not promised but today is here ...live it as if it were your last... AND Always say I LOVE YOU!!!QueenyJMG

Faith...

Sometimes I feel as if my Faith is slipping like I'm failing I know He is here but the question is am i ? I love God i know he will never leave or forsake me i have been allowing too many things to cloud up my mind & to keep my eyes turned away and i need to focus them up i will proclaim my Love for You and not sway i will reach to you for strength i need to feel your touch You are the rock on which i will plant my feet upon....QueenyJMG

You move me...

You move me you make me want more, you make me want to move forward, and leave the past behind so i can get on with my life you make look towards a future that only God & time shall determine Our destiny I pray He will answered accordingly ...All things work together for the good of those who love The Lord according to His plan & purpose...QueenyJMG

Butterflies...

I saw a friend she said you look so happy i said i was. She ahhh is there someone ? She asked, i said as a matter of fact yes... There is. She asked so does he make you smile? I said yes, She asked does he make you feel giddy ? I said yes She asked but most of all does he give you butterflies i said he always has...QueenyJMG?

Wonderful...

Isn't it wonderful giving everything you have then having it thrown back in your face my stomach aches right now from a loss i knew was going to occur yet i watched it slip away i am hurt by you i am saddened by you you are afraid to make a move forward so you recoil in words of hurt if that is what you feel you need to do so be it I'm always here as a friend i never stop extending my hand to you allow yourself to reach out accept it i want to be friends...QueenyJMG