Gonna be Alright...

I'm hopeful of things to come i have allowed myself to give up on some of the bigger plans i had for myself, i sold them for a tiny band of gold that ended up being nothing more then a decorative bobble on my finger, well i thought about it and said my plans aren't Gods plans for me so hmmm ...take that perspective on things I was very much afraid to leave what has been familiar to me for fear of having to start a new life on my own most of all its the financial aspect of things that has me concerned i am past that fear ready to jump in lock stock and barrel into whatever awaits me A love of my love maybe there waiting or he may tire of the wait all i know is I'm ready to breathe again i have been stifled, suffocated, and held under too long ...QueenyJMG