Hurt like me...

Yesterday someone whom I care for hurt me to the core my Heart felt as if it was broken I wanted to lash out and hurt them in return but I stopped thought and decided what will I gain from that will that erase my pain will it satisfy my soul,will I become a better person ...? I'm tired of games I have no time for people who choose to treat me bad as if i don't matter. So I walk away from anyone who cares so little about hurting me I can forgive but I won't re-live this kind of pain again...

Good to hear...

It feels good to hear that when people have mentioned your name and it was positive things said of you and your character.Things I do for others are genuine not done for recognition I do them because I see help is needed. Do more for others think less of what will I receive in return...this is a mindset we all need to embrace I don't always do what it is considered right but I sure try to. Like I tell my children I don't expect perfection but I do expect you to do your best... If we fail to attempt at all... then we fail ourselves

I give Thanks...

I give Thanks to My God for all of my Blessings Grace,Mercy, My Beloved Family, & Friends . I can not stop Smiling for my cup runneth over ...If you have made your way into my life I Love you much Thank you for the love we have ,we are and we will share...Happy Day of Thanks
Let eveyday be Thanksgiving...as we count our Many Blessings

Lift you up...

Why would I want to tear you down when I can build you up,i want for everyone around me to succeed not fail and encouragement is something I can offer to you ...it's costs me nothing yet leaves me feeling as if a Philantropist. Rich, Happy and Satisfied with person whom I want to be ...Be the change you want to see

Doesn't cost a thing...

It doesn't cost a thing to Smile, to be kind, to offer gentle word to someone in need. What do you lose ...? The question is what will you gain ? The simple truth is life is not worth a thing if not spent with gracious gratitude I know we have good days n not so great days but we have to keep it all in perspective.
Life is Beautiful & a gift we receive every morning we wake. If I know you well I've probably said I love you if I haven't said it to you lately I LOVE YOU let it be known...Perspective love matters

Empty Arms...

My Arms have been empty as result of my own actions or lack thereof I sigh as cry when I remember love that was handed to me which I let slip away I know it was not to be and still I miss it Thee fondest most treasured memories out way the sad ones I miss you I miss smiling with you I miss the things that were good. Children,Family & Friends will fill your Heart to a certain point and then you need a different type of Love...

Why not...

Sometimes hmm... actually it should be Most times life isn't what we can do for ourselves but what we should be doing for others it doesn't take much to feed somebody who is in need and hungry whether it's literaly or emotionally today I was blessed to do both.God allows these opportunities to be put before us to see how we will react to them I consider myself blessed and why would I not be a blessing to others ... What are you doing with opportunity ?

My letter to you ...

There are some people that affect your life in such a way that when ever they aren't around you there's a part of you that yearns for thier company.I miss everything about you I miss hearing the sound of your voice sayin Good Morning My Darling , I miss seeing you sit at the head of the kitchen table reading
the paper and drinking your coffee I miss hearing your truck drive up the drive way knowing you'd follow shortly after with a hug and a kiss I miss smiling as you and Mom danced in the kitchen whenever moonlight serenade played on the radio i I miss your hands holding my face saying I love you My Darling I miss everyone laying on the bed as we all watched the Dodgers playing... I miss you Dad and love the Family you blessed me with Thank You immeasurably for all you have left me with ...11(family thing ) the bond and legacy you left is strong and in tact

What is truth...

Sometimes what we call the truth is just a lie we twist in our minds. Bent,turned, and twisted to the shape what we wish it to be. I believed you loved me I believed you cared for me I believed you would come for me. I realize all it was a lie I tried to make the truth. Lies can never become the truth but I did love you with all of my heart I hold no Ill will,harbor no hard feelings, but hold you in highest regard and pray you find peace,love, and joy that I could never give you. I'm truely sorry for that.

Love was proven...

A last act of the evening not done for the eyes of others but done out of true love and happiness in the moment and in that moment love was proven to myself the few left to observe. With that my soul was
satisfied that Love was true. Long life, much Happiness, Eternal peace , and unending respect I pray for you both ...
My Heart is happy letting you be carried off in His hands...

Goodbye to you...

Goodbye to you , Youve held me long enough taken too much of heart too many of days and crept into too many of thoughts I release you to the one who keeps you now and is kept by you Goodbye friend, Goodbye lover, Goodbye memory of you...

Trying my hardest ...

I am trying my hardest to be excited,positive and upbeat for what is impending. I'm Afraid my mistakes will be your mistakes my grief will be your grief and my prison will be the same prison that will hold you and key that frees you will be self actualization ( that I have fully yet to realize) will be the only thing that releases you. Oh I Pray for Peace,Love,Joy and much Respect is all that comes your way...

How does it feel...

How does it feel to tear someone down?
I'm sure it can't feel remotely close as it does as building somebody up Words can destroy a heart,alienate a lost soul and crush an already dying spirit but they can also Fill an empty heart include the left out,and give wings to dreams of a crushed spirit ...Hold every thought captive and think before you Speak...for they may be the last words uttered to someone.We are not promised tomorrow let's make today count ...

This lost love...

There is this lost love that dances around in my memories,I chase it like the scent of jasmine that eludes me,like a sunset I just miss as I turn away for the brief moment.Beautiful moments gone , to be had no more.I know love had been
shared but now the lack of your love leaves me sad from time to time I have no choice but to smile, push on and know there will be love again. If not from you then from another i shall love again...this lost leaves me better not bitter I will recall with joy and know I once held your heart...

No risk no reward...

We all fail to take risks that may be worth it in thee end I am notorious for letting too many chances slip by I have made some haphazard choices by allowing things to just remain as they are...no risk no reward
I will not allow the next possible good thing in my life walk by...

Feel loved...

If I make you feel loved then I have been successful. If all you take from me is the feeling total love,encouragement, & acceptance then I have done a good thing.We can instantly tear others down with no thought. Why cant we make the genuine effort to build others up ,it won't be for how tough we were that we'll be remembered but for how gentle we were with an others heart...Be Gentle ,Be Loving ,& Be Loved

I run to you...

As i sit in the sun i think of running into your arms full of Love,Care & Unending Acceptance The ultimate love story but not a Romantic love but a Love of just complete understanding no questions need to be asked for the answers you already know.Yes you know I love you, Yes you know i need you, Yes you know i want you,as I know all the same applies to me Un-abashed Love is what i have for you...I cant wait to held forever in your arms -

I RUN TO YOU...

QueenyJMG

Passing Memories...

Have you ever loved someone deeply yet
your love couldn't hold the minutiae of their memory as time passes faces fade
Voices silence, touch ceases everything you thought was so is no more as it becomes harder and harder to grasp the fleeing memories there are somethings I never want to let fade into obscurity the thought if you holds steady forever in my Heart ...

Not one day...

Today this world is one loving caring vibrant sweet person less I had the pleasure of knowing a beautiful young lady who passed away this morning my heart broke upon hearing this news because I will never see her lovely smile again so I'm determined to pass her smile on to every person I meet -this is Sarahs smile ...I will give her smile to one
and all I will not let one day pass by without being grateful...

Make it last ...

Sometimes we rush through our day to day tasks and not give a second thought to the little things that should bring us joy a child laughing, a smile from a stranger even the realization that we were allowed another day on this earth next time your walking look up at the faces approaching you and smile and say hello this world is getting way too impersonal how 'bout we make it better a little at a time -starting with us...

We all deserve the best...

I feel we all deserve the best of everyone we should treat others with Respect, Love,& Dignity There are some people in this world that feel they can tear others down with no consequence all I have to interject is my personal belief that there is a God we must all answer to I'm not perfect by any means yet I have asked for forgiveness for all of my personal bad choices ... We should give everyone our best that it would come back to us as their best given back unto us , True - We don't always get what we give but shouldn't we ALWAYS give our best...regardless

From the little things

From the little things we are sometimes unable to see the big picture it's when we stand back and take a look at the big complete picture are we able to realize that all things were working out for the greater common good I have faith that thee outcome will work together for My good... Sit ,Pray,Wait & Trust...

A little bit of your time ...

Who do you live for? Are you living solely for yourself or will you give a little bit of your time to help someone who needs your help it may be that they don't deserve your time but then again who are we to judge? Who really is worthy. A man regardless of his circumstance and station is still a human being start by offering a Smile then maybe a kind word and even further by voluntering to those places that give selflessly to care of our fellow brothers and sisters in need we aren't gaurenteed anything other then the sureness that this. Life is short and death is a certain in the end, it could be one of us that are in need of a little care and compassion...

Take for Granted ...

I sometimes more often then id like to admit take for granted all of my blessings food, shelter,a job, my family and mostly the Grace that's been given to me, I look around I see the ubiquitous sea of those in need I turn a blind eye most often then not because I'm rushing here and there and then there are times i'm stopped dead in my tracks humbled by the eyes of a needy stranger I want help all those who will accept my help but I need to offer more of me don't waste time on things that in the end will matter not ...People matter...

Waiting for the Sun...

I lay in the cold,silent,darkness and wait for the Sun there are too many hours in this night. It's too still, too alone and this silence has never seemed so loud as it deafens my own thoughts. Night never ceases to leave me exhausted for the want of the day to come Oh sweet Sun rise for me the darkness pulls me too far from you... If wanting could make things occur then Rays of Sunshine find me here...Now

Hello Beautiful...

Hello Beautiful it's so good to see you again I have missed your smile. Everytime I see you I sigh as if it is I saw you for the first time I love you as deep as ocean as wide as the sky and til the end of forever...& then some
I just want you to have the confirmation of
what I feel for you I have loved you I do love you and will love you always I love You need You I want You... Yes I mean YOU