My Heart ..Your Hands..

My heart is held in your hands cherished loved made safe protected even though we are far we are close as two people can be i can't say why things end up as they do but i live life with no regrets if i have loved it was meant to be at the moment in time and if it is meant to be it shall. Love never fails or disappoints only leaves you wanting more, to give more and to recieve more my Heart is yours always I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY...QueenyJMG

Sat here thinking of you the smiles brought the laughter shared the tears shed together and i always come away with this complete sence of inner peace and joy i feel refreshed and renewed from time spent with you it feels like when i sit in the sun and it gently kisses your face it envelopes your soul makes feel loved well just had to say it and You know to whom i am refering...YES YOU...hugs & gentle kisses-QueenyJMG

Southern California..i love it

just came home from driving down PCH(pacific coast highway)at sunrise no less as i driving i see the sun rising in my rear view mirror as i see it start to shine on the water like a million tiny diamonds waiting to be snatched up and placed upon my head like a crown i love SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA nothing but death can make me depart from my west coast im so blessed beyond measure it's unfathomable to partake of such beauty and know this is far less then what awaits us in heaven I CAN ONLY IMAGINE...QueenyJMG

Let me love you...it couldn't be

I never meant for my life to be turned upside down in my late thirties and yet it is all because i wasn't afforded the ability to love you ,All you had to do was accept my love but you turned it down blindly you never allowed yourself to be happy you were too busy living in your world of hatred and betrayel i wasn't the betrayer yet felt the wrath of your anger.Well it's said it done it's over my LOVE will no longer be offered to you it will grow here in my heart ready to be given to another your loss shall be his gain....QueenyJMG

Finally back online i have made some new friends that have become quite etched into my heart and mind when i think of them they compell me to SMILE and BEAM WITH JOY ...QueenyJMG

Yesterday was such a Perfect California Day I saw myself walking hand n hand down My beautiful Main Street with Someone Special Pacific Ocean as the backdrop Smiling hands swinging Heart about burst from all the Joy I am experiencing ... (sighhhhh) Soon very Soon QueenyJMG

I called to you...

I called to you and you came in my time of need you held me ,whispered in my ear that you loved me,you dried my tears,made me sigh,gave me happiness i know not how long i will have you but for this time i am truly grateful thank you for loving me...QueenyJMG

Someone once told me I was a very complicated person which kinda took me by surprise but I guess if having Emotions,Opinions,and the Need to express myself is being complicated so be it. I'm just trying to make the best out of a most unbearable situation with a SMILE on my face I'm not trying to be swallowed by my grief any longer I have been down too long.I am ready to move forward with good people in my life I have no need for anyone that makes me feel bad about myself  I offer friendship to all who ask and love to all that chose to accept..QueenyJMG ❤

I must have sighed a thousand sighs last night,thinking about you thinking about how i wanted to be anyplace but here at the moment,pushed down a million tears to realize that sadness is a temporary feeling to temporary situation as long as i can wake up the next day with a Smile on my face realizing the sun will SHINE on me again...i can never lose;like lil orphan Annie always sang the sun will come out tomorrow ;) QueenyJMG

Thinkin.....♪♫♩♩♬

*I had you on my mind which brought a Smile to my lips and a skip to my step,There was something almost transportive in those thoughts I had this lingering thought that You may have been even thinking of me at the exact moment and our Souls were dancing together sharing space awaiting for our lives to cross other then for the brief minutes we meet here and there.Just a thought...QueenyJMG