Come walk with me...

Come walk with me and take my hand forever wilt thou stay? to hold me close and love me long forever and a day...QueenyJMG

Happy to hear your voice again...

You know i have missed you & being incommunicado with you my heart died a little at the lack of contact between us,i understand now what the rational behind your absence was and i am glad to have you back where you belong (in my ear) you please me beyond all measure you are a great source of joy in my life never take that away again i need you like i need the air i breathe is that clear enough ? QueenyJMG

Happy Again..

Okay I have to decided to be HAPPY AGAIN,happy with myself and realize that I will be content either in the arms of the man I love or sitting alone on the beach the circumstances of my life do not define me. In all thy circumstances be content...worry about nothing pray about everything .It will all fall into place and I will be exactly where I need to be.QueenyJMG

Your eyes...

The love i see in your eyes so evident the smile on your face makes me feel wanted the tone of your voice makes me feel loved, i want to touch you, hold you ,to keep you but time and distance keeps me here for now until the time is right your love will continue to grow in my heart QueenyJMG

Good Conversation....

With you i have unending easy conversation you leave me wanting more,the days we don't talk i miss the joy you give me i always beam with happiness after our 5 minute or 5 hour conversations i just wanted you to know how i treasure you i think of you often ...QueenyJMG

I will not say good bye I will say see you soon good bye holds a finality to it which i do not accept see you soon holds a hope of reconcilation ,open arms warm embrace soft gentle kisses -Yes See You Soon...QueenyJMG

Will You...

Sunlight - shine bring your beauty ,show me the treasures of your light ,radiate your glory upon me ,make me wise to your ways, draw me into you, surround me with your warmth ,keep me ,protect me ,dream me,breathe me,allow no harm to befall me,love me as i love you...QJmg

Romantic Kinda Love...

We all search for a romantic kind of love we all want to be someones "everything" thier all thier one and only true love we all need to look into the eyes of our lover and just know ...the shape of thier heart feel complete, feel special, feel like they were the KING and had won the Queens heart and every treasure paled in comparison to her love Her love is of value and is immeasurable once bestowed QueenyJMG

Heartfelt Smiles

I smile because I can life has not made me so embittered that I can not Smile i have lots to be thankful for i have loved and been loved i wake up everyday is that not reason to have joy to share your happiness with others yes we're gonna have bad days yes we're gonna feel pain yet it doesn't mean we have to wallow in our grief LIFE GOES ON LIFE GET'S BETTER sorrows of today will not follow us around for the rest of our lives Grieving lasts for night but your joy will come in the daybreak...IT IS NEVER HOPELESS QueenyJMG

Today...

I died a lil today my Heart was left with a part of it taken left empty i did this i let it get to this i deserve nothing less then my empty heart i hurt a good man i let him walk away i never wanted him to go but i can only pray that he will return one day...QueenyJMG

So Sorry...

I'm so sorry i didn't live up to what you wanted you're right we need to take care of our own issues we have going on ,before we could ever pursue anything more i will remain loyal in my love to you meaning i hold you always in my heart be safe, be loved, be blessed but mostly be HAPPY... QueenyJMG

I want to kiss you hold your face in my hands and gently passionately kiss your lips i want to breath all the love i have into you to let you know you are loved by me i want to envelope your soul i want hold you in my arms forever safe and loved QueenyJMG

Can't stop...

I can't stop loving you i can't get you out of my head you are so perfect for me i am so perfect you i hate this thing that keeps us apart , i look into your eyes i see love i feel your love i only pray that u see and feel mine in return I AM YOURS AS LONG AS YOU WILL HAVE ME...QueenyJMG

My Heart ..Your Hands..

My heart is held in your hands cherished loved made safe protected even though we are far we are close as two people can be i can't say why things end up as they do but i live life with no regrets if i have loved it was meant to be at the moment in time and if it is meant to be it shall. Love never fails or disappoints only leaves you wanting more, to give more and to recieve more my Heart is yours always I LOVE YOU ENDLESSLY...QueenyJMG

Sat here thinking of you the smiles brought the laughter shared the tears shed together and i always come away with this complete sence of inner peace and joy i feel refreshed and renewed from time spent with you it feels like when i sit in the sun and it gently kisses your face it envelopes your soul makes feel loved well just had to say it and You know to whom i am refering...YES YOU...hugs & gentle kisses-QueenyJMG

Southern California..i love it

just came home from driving down PCH(pacific coast highway)at sunrise no less as i driving i see the sun rising in my rear view mirror as i see it start to shine on the water like a million tiny diamonds waiting to be snatched up and placed upon my head like a crown i love SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA nothing but death can make me depart from my west coast im so blessed beyond measure it's unfathomable to partake of such beauty and know this is far less then what awaits us in heaven I CAN ONLY IMAGINE...QueenyJMG

Let me love you...it couldn't be

I never meant for my life to be turned upside down in my late thirties and yet it is all because i wasn't afforded the ability to love you ,All you had to do was accept my love but you turned it down blindly you never allowed yourself to be happy you were too busy living in your world of hatred and betrayel i wasn't the betrayer yet felt the wrath of your anger.Well it's said it done it's over my LOVE will no longer be offered to you it will grow here in my heart ready to be given to another your loss shall be his gain....QueenyJMG

Finally back online i have made some new friends that have become quite etched into my heart and mind when i think of them they compell me to SMILE and BEAM WITH JOY ...QueenyJMG

Yesterday was such a Perfect California Day I saw myself walking hand n hand down My beautiful Main Street with Someone Special Pacific Ocean as the backdrop Smiling hands swinging Heart about burst from all the Joy I am experiencing ... (sighhhhh) Soon very Soon QueenyJMG

I called to you...

I called to you and you came in my time of need you held me ,whispered in my ear that you loved me,you dried my tears,made me sigh,gave me happiness i know not how long i will have you but for this time i am truly grateful thank you for loving me...QueenyJMG

Someone once told me I was a very complicated person which kinda took me by surprise but I guess if having Emotions,Opinions,and the Need to express myself is being complicated so be it. I'm just trying to make the best out of a most unbearable situation with a SMILE on my face I'm not trying to be swallowed by my grief any longer I have been down too long.I am ready to move forward with good people in my life I have no need for anyone that makes me feel bad about myself  I offer friendship to all who ask and love to all that chose to accept..QueenyJMG ❤

I must have sighed a thousand sighs last night,thinking about you thinking about how i wanted to be anyplace but here at the moment,pushed down a million tears to realize that sadness is a temporary feeling to temporary situation as long as i can wake up the next day with a Smile on my face realizing the sun will SHINE on me again...i can never lose;like lil orphan Annie always sang the sun will come out tomorrow ;) QueenyJMG

Thinkin.....♪♫♩♩♬

*I had you on my mind which brought a Smile to my lips and a skip to my step,There was something almost transportive in those thoughts I had this lingering thought that You may have been even thinking of me at the exact moment and our Souls were dancing together sharing space awaiting for our lives to cross other then for the brief minutes we meet here and there.Just a thought...QueenyJMG