Comfortably Numb...

Sitting here being comfortably numb trying to do things that will bring joy to my life but it seems as if its all one big distraction i don't know if i have fooling myself by these attempts uuugh -i hate this feeling of hopelessness I'm trying really i am but to no avail my heart is dying again from lack of love i know I'm loved but to not have it directly in front of me makes me sad i know you love me you know i love you what can we do aside from wait i will wait for this is all i have the hope"us" ...a brand new day is coming and it will be Beautiful ... QueenyJMG