In revolt...

I have been in revolt for some time now ok well for as long as i can  remember i have this need to push thee envelope to test things to their ultimate limit not in a bad way but mostly in the way that requires a response,or some sort of action taken on an others part ... i suppose i have been always been a reactionary kind of person  sometimes  if we don't push the limits they stay the same and change never occurs ...to be complacent is to be agreeable ...  if we don't stand up to the injustices of this World then we are just as bad as the perpetrators...  QueenyJMG

My HAPPY...

This is in a different style then I usually write I have just become too overwhelmed with the things that hold me down...if you don't love me you don't have to abuse me just walk away and never utter my name again but to continue to be cruel and hateful is inexcusable I would never want to rip another persons self esteem to shreds just elevate myself you have no right to mistreat an other human being like this the physical is enough is but mental,emotional & spiritual aspect of your abuse is too much ...I hated to hear my name said out loud for a long time because every time I heard it being uttered it was with shear hatred and complete disdain I could not photograph myself due to feeling ugly from the words you throw at me but NO MORE I am done I have found my Happy and it has never lied in you The joy i get comes from God.My Family and Friends Good bye sorrow...you have no on hold me any longer   ❤ QueenyJMG

You...

you knock me down, He picks me up. you throw insults at me He hands me Compliments. you tear me down, He builds me Up. you show me hatred, He offers me Love. you cause me sadness, He brings me Joy, you ingore me, He gives me Attention. you could have been HIM but you chose to be you...❤ QueenyJMG

Why do I...

Why do I allow you to keep part of my Heart when you mistreat it ,bruise it ,break it ...I cried myself to sleep too many a night I cried for you I tried for you now my love has died for you...I will not cry ever again wanting your arms around me saying it will all be okay i will love you forever because it was never spoken to me by your lips...it's okay I don't want them even if they were offered now...there are beautiful people that I will offer my time,my heart and my love to...I have taken my Heart back you don't own any part of it any longer...

Keep Me...

The memory of Me I want you to keep is one of Love,Fun, & Appreciation... I want you to know I always Love ,Need ,and Want you in my life,That every moment spent with you gives me satisfaction. If I haven't told you that I loved today...I LOVE YOU know that.I cherish all things Beautiful ...You My Beloved are Beautiful The present is what I can offer you the future is not promised so let us live in the moment of now and pray we can share many more tomorrows...❤ QueenyJMG

Not to turn away...

I live and work in counties that have a high homeless population.I have got to know a lot of "the locals" who hang out around the city My heart really has a need to help, it's very easy to look away from their dirty faces and ignore them,but are they not human beings with feelings with a need to be acknowledged i over time have learned names listened to their stories felt their pain and anguish I just as easily could be one of those faces one of thee invisible ones we all could be in their shoes Please take a minute to feed someone who is hungry ,to listen to someone who is ignored and to befriend somebody who is friendless for one day God forbid it may be you who is in need...A Man is still a Man regardless of circumstance.... ❤ QueenyJMG

Another day above dirt...

Another day above dirt blue blue skies, warm summer sun, & gentle breeze man this feels like heaven...the smell barbecue wafts through the air and the sweetest taste of watermelon passes over my lips to for thee final joie de vie ahhh sweet summer oh sweet joy - Hugs ,Kisses,& Blessings ...Enjoy Your Summer My Lovelies ❤ QueenyJMG

Summer...

Today is the first day of Summer aaaah Summer makes me sigh makes me Smile makes me wanna quit my job lol - okay maybe not quit but most definitely take some vacation time which i finally will officially do this year last year my vacation was cashed out to help pay for a wedding...okay one Daughter married and the other two Thank God are not even in contention ...phew Thank God...Yaaaay Summer Enjoy My Lovelies Enjoy... ❤ QueenyJMG

If I could...

If I could make you see what you're missing then it wouldn't matter to me at all I can not open your eyes I can not make your heart love I can not make you appreciate the little things in life,you have to see, feel, and find them for yourself ...I don't want you to be mine any longer the day has seen its end my heart has felt its last quiver of want for you don't just say goodbye- just leave ❤ QueenyJMG

Monday Night Supper Club...

Well I have started a Monday Night Supper Club.I have wanted to do this for quite some time especially after My Dad passed away Realizing life is short and we are not guaranteed another day on God's green earth and spending an evening surrounded by people I love is a nice way to start the week ...Live,Love & Laugh with those you love...{11}❤ QueenyJMG

We are FAMILY...

When I think or speak of My Family I get choked up I feel Blessed beyond all Blessings. I spent My weekend with family I can't begin to describe the Joy I receive being in the company of My Mom,My Children and My Siblings,& all thee Other extended Family I have. I love You all with all My Heart... Thank You God for First Loving Me enough to give Your Son as a sacrifice to atone for my sin and second for loving still more by allowing to have This Amazing Family...{11} ❤ QueenyJMG

Thank You ...✬✪★

Thank You to all who have served & those who have fallen in service to this Great United States of America...I am grateful for the sacrifice given by your selfless service so that I{We} might Live Free.It is my privilege and honor to remember on this weekend it's not just a paid vacation day it is a day to REMEMBER & GIVE THANKS TO THOSE WHO ALLOWED US TO REMAIN FREE - Thank You,Thank You, Thank You... May God Bless America ... ❤ QueenyJMG

Memories Flood...

These Memories of You flood my mind I miss you like mad ,this void, partial emptiness leaves me sad and choked up from time to time .I always think these feelings will begin to fade but I'm left needing your presence. When I'm very happy I want to share things with you and when I'm sad I want you to say it's okay Mija it's going to be alright.I'm a grateful daughter I love you Dad...You left me feeling loved Thank You...{11}❤ QueenyJMG

What will be will be...

Yes for the most part what will be will be People & Things that are meant to be more then a passing part of lives will develop into something more and the rest will just move on through. I find comfort in that knowing that God's "weeding out" process will pull out the weeds & tares and only the Beautiful bounty of harvest will be allowed to remain planted in the Garden of My Life ...Where do you fall? Weed or Seed I pray I'm always the seed in the lives of others to grow,blossom & bring joy into it ... ❤ QueenyJMG

Alone Time...

Sometimes i just love to be alone. The house lit with nothing but candles and some sweet calming music playing drinking a glass of red wine with nothing but my thoughts and shear solitude to keep me company i ask not for much but this i do NEED i Love My Family but this is a small heavenly thing for me.I will write i will think i will cry sometimes but isn't that what we all need from time to time ? Time to just be alone i cherish these moments ...it's times like these that will make me sigh...to keep from screaming i smile but time alone gives me my peace back...❤ QueenyJMG

Love of My Life...

She couldn't help but love Him, He loves her in rain or shine He holds her with no touch He speaks to Her if even in a faint small whisper that sounds as loud as thunder to her aching heart. He is near in spirit to dry her tears and share in her joy Her fears are put to rest Her weary Soul is comforted .She feels Him always there the quiet invisible Love of Her Life...

Carpe Diem...Amour

Today I will enjoy the Sun,the Sky,the Sea I will capture every Smile given to me .I will hold it in my Heart I will give more then I have received I will matter to those who need it & accept what I have to give.I shall offer myself with all that I can all & that I am. I will seize the day My Love...For all I have is today ...Tomorrow is never guaranteed...❤ QueenyJMG

Thee UnAppreciated Gift...

Today kinda started out miserable and never ceased until I entered my drive home ...and even then i allowed to stay kinda crappy ,Meaning ...as i drove down the Coast - out to my right but a stones throw away was a Beautiful Whale swimming along the shore i looked and thought that's cool and kept on driving i didn't have anyplace to be anyone to meet and i just kept driving ignoring the fact one of God's most majestic creatures swam right next to me and as the Sun was setting in its amazing pink & yellow hues what a fool to have such a gift and not take it all in and count my Blessings...Forgive me for being so selfish...I give thanks...May i never take another gift for granted...❤ QueenyJMG

Ocean of Love...

She sat at the edge of the Ocean as it ebbed & flowed The Sun warm on her face the faint laughter of a child in the distance as She closed her eyes and fell into a sweet slumber ... She awoke & forgot where She was. Was this Heaven ? It feels as such...Feeling the Oceans Love She wished it could have been but alas is was a temporary state of Bliss to be cherished for what it was ...Beautiful Bliss❤ QueenyJMG

Tenderness...

Tenderness is what comes to mind when I think of you... Gentle,Soft spoken,Caring,Protective,& Loyal...a friend to all & a comforter of sorts. I should have come back to you long ago...I'm sorry to have been absent so long ,there is no excuse for it. It seems the more time that passed the harder it was to break down and just reach out to you.You leave a Smile on my face & a Joy in my Heart ...I whisper my secrets into the dark and Pray they fall gently into your ear...& find a place in the Tenderness of Your Heart...Love You still...❤ QueenyJMG

Beauty can not be ignored...

Beauty like this can not be ignored i was driving home yesterday evening through Montecito and beheld this Glorious Rainbow lingering over & ending in thee Ocean i had not choice but to pull over on the freeway and shoot this picture which really did the sight no justice i sighed and wished i was able to enjoy with someone who could appreciate it ...well maybe this picture will find another to be left in awe as i was...Gods Beautiful Creations...so awesome....this is LOVE❤ QueenyJMG

Back ...to you

It's funny how we seem to find ourselves going in circles we think we're lost but we make our way back to people,places,& things that we love the most i have been looking for things that have always been there i just needed to open my eyes and see clearly...Glad for things to be back in my life...that i have missed...❤ QueenyJMG

Blessings ...

Easter Blessings to all...We remember what Christ did for us by taking on our sin at the Cross ...His Love for us endured all things and conquers all things Thank You for loving me so much...❤ QueenyJMG

Grrrr...Speeding ticket

Grrrr ....OK i just got a speeding ticket my first dagnabbit...well i was going 83 mph in the slow lane yeah not cool i know but Thank God the Chippy wrote it out for 75 bad but not as bad as 83 mph hit .I need to slow down ...on the bright side its Friday....❤ QueenyJMG

Riddle me...

Riddle me with small awarenesses,Tell me something i don't already know,Show me a sight i have never seen,Play me a song i have never heard,Touch my heart in way it has never felt...❤ QueenyJMG

Flippen A....

Do you ever just sit back and say uuugh flippen A this is what it has become this is what i have become sometimes it seems so mundane so day in day out somebody slap me already and wake me up ...sorry ramblings of a rainy day in need of a shot of adrenaline okay maybe ill jump off the roof into the jacuzzi (that has no water) i'm off to see the Wizard...❤ QueenyJMG

⚑ Head & Heart...❤

Sometimes what your Head tells you fights what your Heart is saying .We all have intuition and we sometimes ignore it, to ignore what may be true & keep us from getting hurt and other times our Mind will make something out of nothing I wish we could always follow what is right but the truth of matter if we always knew the what was right we would still make bad choices maybe not as many yet its definite that we would tempt fate. I will just allow things to fall into place as God sees fit.I will not worry for when has worry given you anything in return? Fear nothing Pray about Everything...So I Pray and Wait
❤ QueenyJMG

First day of Spring...

Longer days,Beautiful Sunsets, Ahhh..& BASEBALL. Spring is here which leads to Summer which is what I consider Pure Bliss I'm always left in awe of all Beauty I'm surrounded by as I drove home up the Beautiful Coast I watched as the Sky turned into this amazing hue of pink & orange Sunset...I thought God has blessed me ,Gracious i am to be part of His Omnipotent plan I know not what He has in store for tomorrow yet i know is will be for my best Thank You Lord for My life is Your hands...❤ QueenyJMG

Spoiled kind of life...

We mostly live this spoiled kind of life never realizing the hardships of others in this country as well as other countries i watched a documentary on the caste system in India i always knew of this but as i watched these children describing all they endure in this matter of fact way of life it hurt me to the soul i also watched as children and women were sold in prostitution in Indonesia and as some of them described themselves as unworthy ...heartbreaking the pain the hopelessness i saw in her eyes God i pray that you can end these types of hardships give them your Peace let your Mercy fall upon these outcasts ...Allow me to my part to help end the hardships someone may be going through...NO ONE SHOULD FEEL HOPELESS❤ QueenyJMG

I need to try harder...

I know i need to try harder to make an effort at expressing myself to those i love the most. I sometimes get upset and i allow myself to pull away & just let the hurt fester I'm always very verbal and vocal with just about everything except certain times i feel hurt,and then ill walk away i wont talk wont touch wont make eye contact if i feel betrayed i need to be more FORGIVING,i need to be more LOVING, i need to be more GRACIOUS,with my words with my deeds & with others feelings I WILL TRY HARDER TO LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY... ❤ QueenyJMG

What would You say ...

If you had one more chance to say something to somebody that is no longer in your life what would it be...would you say I'm sorry, i love you ,please stay....well we have all left things unsaid and unfinished and i pray that these unfortunate mistakes will not be repeated Tell those whom you love,that you love them tell those who you need you need them to stay in your life and those that you have hurt you are sincerely sorry for life is short Lets say what needs to be said...I LOVE YOU...for the person you are...LET NO GOOD THING BE LEFT UNSAID❤ QueenyJMG

Everything is going to be OKAY...

Ahhh sometimes it feels as if life has taken you for a wild, crazy,about to toss your cookies ride and then you sit back take a breath and realize ooookay it's gonna be alright.I believe all we struggle through has a plan & purpose we may have no clue whatsoever until other things come into to play and then we say oooh i get it now - all i had to do was wait for iiiit...We are such an instant gratification kind of society we forget there is sometimes a struggle to get to what we want and sometimes what we want is not,what we need and God will not allow Our wants to overshadow What we Need HE WILL PROVIDE ALL THINGS IN HIS DUE TIME...We need to be patient and WAIT ON HIM...❤ QueenyJMG

Its all how you choose to see it...

It's all how you choose to see things I went for my walk on the board walk which also parallels the river bottom there is an influx of homeless that call it home.As my daughter & I walked we passed several people in the parking lot sitting in their luxury vehicles with long faces I smiled and nothing no response,they seemed so unhappy I thought you're at the beach it's a glorious day and it appears you are of some sort of means. How sad & then as we walked past the river bottom.I made eye contact with a couple pushing their shopping cart packed up with all they owned I smiled and received the most beautiful smile i have seen in a while Though it was little they owned they "had alot" Life is what you choose to make it ...What will you make of it?...QueenyJMG

Feeling Amazing...

I Feeling Amazing this morning had a 5 day lingering migraine i almost forgot what it felt like to be headache free.Well the sun is out i drive up the PCH to get to work Pacific Ocean Anacapa Islands & Blue Skies as the back drop its another day in Paradise I can only Thank God for Blessing me with another day to enjoy...Live Beautiful ~Stay Beautiful ~Do Beautiful things .... ❤ QueenyJMG

L.O..V...E....

I don't need a day to tell you how much I LOVE YOU...I will use the rest of our lives...♡♡Oh yeah Happy Valentine's Day...much LOVE ♡♡

❤ QueenyJMG

Sometimes need a break...

Sometimes i do need a break from being me there are some days i could run to the hills and find a nice rock to slumber under Escape work,kids,drama of life's too real moments yet aside from all the monkey wrenches thrown into the works i am grateful for all that i have & all that i am...❤ QueenyJMG

Recipe for a Happy Life...

3 cups Daughters LOVE

1 Cup God's GRACE,HOPE & MERCY

2 Tablespoons of Amazing Parents

5 Teaspoons Awesome Siblings

A pinch of a Good Mans Respect

1 Cup of Self Worth

Mix all ingredients together

Watch & Nurture for the Rest of your Life...

& Voila the BEST LIFE YOU COULD ASK FOR...

Break off into large pieces & offer to everyone you know❤ QueenyJMG

It's OKAY...

You know it's okay to do nothing sometimes to sit around all day in your jammies n watch t.v.,listen to music and just sleep. We all want to maximize our time.Our days, minutes, & seconds must be occupied with something to do and that does'nt always have to be.Just don't spend too much time doing nothing for then Nothing will be done...So yeah yesterday did nothing and it felt great...❤ QueenyJMG

Blaaah...

Ugh today as well as yesterday I feel/felt miserable dang migraine making my head pound & making me ill I really want to feel better and go outside i had to skip my early Saturday hike maybe I can pound some meds n try to salvage some of this day Well I will do my best to feel better and pray for the best I really wanna go outside...

and play...❤ QueenyJMG

Not lucky but BLESSED...

I am not lucky - I am Blessed... with a Wonderful Family ,My health and the Love & Grace of an Awesome God. Opportunities have been given to me that have more than exceeded my expectation. I just need to stay focused and on task to take advantage of all the Blessings given to me.Let me make this world a better place for having been here,Allow me to help as many people as I am able and Let the seed of kindness grow into the Heart of LOVE ...Bless others as you have been Blessed...❤ QueenyJMG

Tumultuous Tide...

Tumultuous tide great divide in then out strewn about high then low come then go ...Angry waves then Peace that saves gentle roar life restored My hiding place My saving Grace...❤ QueenyJMG

I ...

I meld. i mold ..i hug .i hold.. i spoke .i speak ..i hide .i seek ..i saw .i see ..i love. i be.. i laugh. i cry .. i live. i die... ❤ QueenyJMG

Find the Beauty...

Okay - so I love to sell,buy and peruse Flea Markets & Yard sales & Thrift shops as it gets warmer I will

begin to craft,refurbish & make pretty of some of the bargains I acquire over this winter There is something about taking an object that is used up ,unwanted and other wise considered junk to someone and giving it new purpose for somebody else to enjoy.We should always look for the beauty in everything... ❤ QueenyJMG

Get what you give...♫♪♬

They say you get what you give well that isn't always so.There are exceptions to every rule and you know what...? I don't care If you have made up your mind about me before we have even spoken ,I will give you reason to rethink anything bad you assumed...I will be kind to everyone I come across I will smile at the grumpy face walking up to me, I will offer an word of encouragement to the pessimist that complains loudly ... for if we all sit back and do nothing ...Nothing will be done ...Let's all do Something to add to Joy of Life not bring misery into it...QueenyJMG

Sunshine kinda day...

Today is a Sunshine kinda day I refuse to let any clouds fall over my face I will sit in the Sun under the blue skies to enjoy the splendor of your Love...Everything is alright with me. I walk with my head high my step has a skip because it's a Beautiful Day to be alive everyday is a gift even when a little rain falls it just waters the flowers for tomorrow ....Let us Dance today for 'morrow we may not be able... QueenyJMG

I'd go crazy ...

I would go crazy if I cared too much about what certain people thought about Me for a long time if someone didn't like me I would stress over thee individual not liking me without justification and now I have come to terms with it. I do my best to treat anyone I meet with Love,Joy and Friendship in my heart. Some people I now know are bitter, jealous and not happy with themselves so I pray their self views change but I can't worry over them.I WILL however give all my attention to those who will accept my SMILE...and get theirs in return ...what a treasure I find in You...QueenyJMG

Distance ...

There are some times in your life when distance is exactly what you need from the one you love and other times when the distance will make it all fade away.I have experienced both sides of that coin If you are happier in the absence on somebody maybe that person isn't meant to stay in your life when the Distance makes you yearn for the person that is a clue they need to remain I have both going on at the same time ...One needs to go the other needs to stay - Let Good defeat evil- prevail to reveal happier days for all... QueenyJMG