Why do I...

Why do I allow you to keep part of my Heart when you mistreat it ,bruise it ,break it ...I cried myself to sleep too many a night I cried for you I tried for you now my love has died for you...I will not cry ever again wanting your arms around me saying it will all be okay i will love you forever because it was never spoken to me by your lips...it's okay I don't want them even if they were offered now...there are beautiful people that I will offer my time,my heart and my love to...I have taken my Heart back you don't own any part of it any longer...